I should be working on homework right now... but I can't. Gosh, I hate this. I've been back at school for one night, yet I already feel again like I shouldn't be here. Is that what one week of vacation does to me? For a split moment last night, I was glad to be back. I wish it would've lasted longer.
Digging down, my concentration is overwhelmed by a desire to sit and mope, or cry. Yet, nothing has provoked me. Sure- I have this whole transferring issue on my mind, and I'm worried about how the next two months will play out with Kristin when we're still edgy with eachother (why is that, anyway?), and I'm worried about my brother. But none of those should be enough to stop me from even picking up and opening my backpack.
I like my classes. I even enjoy the escape of doing a little bit of homework once in a while. So what's my problem?
*sigh*
There's no one online. Not anyone who's talking to me anyway. Maybe that's it. I'm lonely, want to talk, and no one is around.