Maybe I should just say what I'm feeling, and get it out in the open. Sure, then he would have any doubts in his head confirmed, and he'd know the truth. And I'd be embarassed, and feel really weird around him and all the guys again. But at least it'd be out in the open. And I wouldn't have to dance around it anymore.
Is it worth it? Maybe it could help. Maybe he'd start acting different around me, and I would have less to like. Or (the impossible) he'd say he's had mutual feelings. Of course, dreams like that don't really come true.

I'm going to work up my courage. Hopefully, before I leave this campus for the year, my heart can be free fall again.