Kare drove down to visit me this weekend- it's the first time in almost a year we've really spent one on one time with eachother... and it was so nice. I miss her, and I realize maybe we aren't as close as we used to be- but I love so much being a part of her life. I love her- she's one of my best friends. That's never going to change.

Also, today I went gaming for possibly the last time on this campus. I really didn't want to go- I never want to go anymore. But like always, I had a blast and am so glad I went... It's only taken six months to build up a history with those guys, they've all touched my life in ways that they'll never really know. I'm going to miss them a lot next year, even if they don't really care one way or the other if I come back again.

This is letting go. I'm going to say goodbye to everything on this campus like I'm not coming back again, because if I do that and I come back- it's all the more exciting. And if I don't come back, I don't have any regrets, or anything holding me back. I'm ready. I'm willing. I'm growing to the challenge.

I will be free to follow my dreams once again.