It's a beautiful morning, and I almost feel guilty for being in such a good mood. I talked to some close friends last night- Kristin called, and I couldn't stop smiling... I miss her so much, and it was so good to hear her voice and just catch up on life. Also, I talked to a few fun people online- and I'm so glad of it. It's nice to know that whatever happens next year, the majority of people won't be too heartbroken about getting left behind.

Last night, as I was falling asleep, I could not get my mind off of someone. I knew that I shouldn't have been, and I tried so hard to change my thoughts as I drifted off.... but it didn't happen. Even now, as I know there are other people I could be thinking of, I smile. Because I'm crazy, and I enjoy having someone to think about.

Anyway, I'm all smiles today too. I'm not looking forward to actually telling a few people this though... because I've been happier here than I've been in such a long time. And I really don't know why I would go back at the end of this summer....

This feels like home to me. At least, more of a home than I've had.