Mmm. Strawberrys. I could definatly be addicted, if they weren't so expensive. None-the-less, I'll enjoy the few we have. :)

Today was pretty good. The morning started of with a bit of squabbling between my sister and I- leading to another breakdown on my part. But, the tears were needed, and after I fell back asleep, I woke up feeling really refreshed.

I'm feeling really good about today- we were pretty productive. We walked around for a few hours picking up job applications- and although I'm not sure I'm crazy about the idea of working at some of the places I'm applying for, I am very excited that I might finally have a job again.

Also, tonight is a dance night. That's cool because I'll get to dance and hang out with fun people, and because I'm trying to sum up the courage to ask a few of them if they want to hang out.

Anyway, things are more or less good. And, I still feel really at home here- even though there are moments when I'd hate to admit it.

Still don't have any positive decisions about next year- I wish UW would get their act together and send me my rejection letter so that I can move on and realize that I need an alternative plan. (Yes, thinking I'm going to be rejected *is* the negative attitude to be taking. But in all truth, it's better if I set myself up for it, because then I won't be so dissapointed if I really don't get in.)