*screams*

Sometimes, I wish I could just take a step back and let someone else be me for a while. This morning and last night were almost some of those moments.

Kevin drives me nuts. I don't want to care that he doesn't say hello, doesn't say goodbye, and gets through the dance only looking my way once. I don't want to count how many times he dances with the other girls that drool over him so much, and I definatly don't want to be jelous of them. Infact, I don't want to have crazy feelings anymore for him.

I wish it was easier to not like someone. I wish that even when I knew it was bad, I could just walk away and not care anymore. But somehow, it does matter, and I feel his lack of concern back. *sigh*

I was in such a down mood last night, because of him. This is insane. I want out.