This morning I had a breakdown that was ten times worse than it's been in a long time. For at least half an hour, I cried without any stops.

I talked to my mom a lot, and I realized I really miss her. I got really homesick... but that's to be expected I guess.

Anyway, Alex came and got me, fed me, got me to take a shower and a nap, and I felt a lot better for a while....

Maybe I'm not so alone out here.