I really am crazy now. I just spent an hour talking to Kristin on the phone- and I want to go back to Coe. I want to take classes with her, and be there a week early to greet all the incoming freshmen. I want to live in her room, and bond with her. I want to talk through the nights with her and Joy, and hang out and be happy together. *sigh*

But, it's too late to go back. And, even if I'm not seeing it right now, there is and was a reason that I'm not going back. I do miss her though. And Joy. And I hope so hard that over the year they don't forget about me.