*sigh* holding back tears again, and the tylenol is just now kicking in. laurie and kevin just went to go grab some starbucks, but i stayed behind because mike said he was going to show up around 5.

well, so much for that.

i really want to call joy, and actually talk to him. but that's not going to happen either- because i don't want to cry, and because mike would prolly get here just as we started talking.

blerg.

i hate afternoons like this.