*sigh* A quick thought...

Mandy and I have been chatting a bit. She was telling me about how she can't imagine being one of the girls who will grow up not having a daddy to walk her down the isle at her wedding, because of 9/11. It kind of got me thinking....

I can't imagine my wedding anymore. Who would I possibly marry? There is no color of my dress, no bridesmades, and no church. Because there is no groom....

She thinks it will get easier, because I had to ask-

Will it get easier? Over time, will I grow more open to the idea of loving a guy who isn't Jeremy?