The stress of our current situation is finally sinking in. My stomach is upset, I can't think straight, and I am completely utterly nervous.

I just want this move to be over with- want to know that we will have enough money to live out the next few months, know that we will find a job and support our family, know that things will be okay.

And if I can't do that, I at least want to know what the next step is in the process. I hate feeling so helpless.