I got a job lead today. A real, actual, job that could support us job lead.

And I did a good job of putting together a cover letter, and fixing up my resume.

But I botched it.

I didn't have the right e-mail address, and there was a miscommunication between my husband and I, so he came home to pick up the letter to drop off at the post office, and I asked him to proofread my cover letter... and from there our afternoon turned to hurt feelings and tears.

He's working a double today. And I gave him tears on his break.

And probably, I won't even get the job. Because it is big, and I feel it just out of my reach.

*sigh*


Soon. Soon we will change things. And our lives will get slightly less stressful.