There is something more I could be doing. Should be.

But I am so nervous... the stress of our financial problems is catching up with us this month.
I still have not heard back from the company I am hoping will hire me.
My mothering skills feel like they are lacking- like I should be helping Braiden learn more every day than what he's learning right now.
Being back at work is making my husband sad, and I should be able to do something there too.

But all I have in me right now is this huge feeling of incompetence, which is growing bigger by the minute.

And I don't know what to do about it.