This morning I have been trying to clean up the apartment, so that it is looking nice if we have company this week, and so we can move stuff around before Sus gets here. When I was straightening up the bookshelf, I found her copy she lent me of A Grief Observed, by C. S. Lewis.

I think it is high past time I read it, considering what I've been trying to deal with this last month emotionally. So, instead of cleaning more this afternoon like I'd planned, or instead of taking a break to relax by reading or playing Mabinogi, I will instead be confronting feelings I've been trying to deal with for the last 5 years.

Wish me luck. >.<