I wonder what I'm trying for, what I'm crying for, what I'm loosing myself over. There was a point in time which I new who I was and where I was trying to go, but I've almost forgotten what that feels like.
Today I will smile if it kills me. I don't know that I have a smile in me yet, and I don't know that I'll find one anytime this morning. But I need to smile, even if only for a moment.