Shit.. I'm really dizzy for the fourth time in three days. I feel nautious. :( Worst part is I have no idea what causes my dizziness.
I don't know what I'm supposed to do... Thinking more into the future than I should be, and using words like should, I can't help but wonder what in the world I'm supposed to consider when making such a drastic decision. I thought I had it all figured out... but I don't. And I don't have the energy to stress about this, at least, not without sacrificing important things like sleep and school.
*sigh*
I wish God would make things clear. I wish He would shove me in the right direction.