Ack. A little over an hour ago, we finished up a meeting for the sorority we're trying to start up. For some reason, although I was very excited, it made me want to cry.

I guess there are two main parts to that.

The first is that we voted for positions, and I wasn't voted in for any. I really want to feel invovled- but I'm not, I'm just a number. I do no more good for this than if I weren't to be there at all, I'm only good for their count of 15 people they need, and even that I'm not good for, because I might not come back next year.
The second is that if we tried to all live on the same floor in the same building, it wouldn't get pulled off. There aren't enough girls that could agree on the same building... and even if we all did get shoved into the same building, it would probably be the all girl building, since that's where they put sorority floors. And I don't want to live there.

I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed. I guess the sorority isn't what's going to keep me at Coe, if anything does. *sigh*