My emotions have gone way downhill again. I'm not necessarily really down right now, but I feel... I guess like I want to be crying. I don't feel like crying though. I'm just really bummed. I think the sorority stuff is having a bigger impact on me than I expected it to. *sigh* I'm not sure exactly what I expected though... I wouldn't have voted for me- if I saw me from the outside. I don't appear to care that much, and I don't appear to put a whole lot of effort into things most of the time. But they can't see who I really am, or they havn't yet. Because things I care about, things I put my heart into, I give it my all.

I'm so glad I have the option of Seattle next year. So very glad.