Note to self: If you're determined to have a bad day, eating dinner with friends you don't know very well will make it worse, because you're shy, and they'll sit in big groups of people.

Note to self: If your day has gotten worse, and you can't find a reason to smile, just wait for a random guy to run ahead of you to open a door. Because chances are he'll be so spontaneous that you might just break a smile.

Note to self: Random guys opening doors are in no way connected with your significant other. Maybe they didn't make your day that much greater.

Note to self: Disreguard previous comment. If he got you to smile, he's done more than anyone else.

Note to self: If your friends aren't talking to you at dinner, and they're having conversations amongst themselves, and you don't feel like you can join in, don't take it personally. Maybe you'll have something to say tomorrow.

Note to self: Day after day of not having anything to say doesn't mean it couldn't happen. You will know these people if you force yourself to get close to them.

Note to self: You have to want to get close to them before that will work.

Note to self: Getting close doesn't mean you're going to get hurt.

Note to self: No more notes.