Why do I do this to myself? It's like I'm trying to make my day worse, and make myself feel horrible. Which isn't exactly the case....
Sitting here, talking to people online, I'm not the only one who's day didn't go perfect, yet I still sit here refusing to find the smile I recently misplaced. Feeling sorry for myself won't get me anywhere. And a whole day of moping is a day wasted...
I wish Kristin had come back already. I wish I wasn't so intent on making myself believe there's someone out there for me. I wish I wasn't so easily discouraged. And I wish my heart didn't feel like it's falling.
Oui.