Ugh. Woke up at 6:15 this morning, and was wide awake. Had a weird dream with Jer in it, that was trying to make me believe since he walked away once he'd do it again in a heartbeat. And I almost believe it. Maybe the searching I'm doing isn't right, and it's just setting myself up to get hurt again. But, if I were him, I'd want old friends looking for me. I'm just glad Laur's backing me up on this.
Also, I kill. My shoulder blades especially are burning, they hurt every time I move them. I think perhaps that's due to the very hard floor our room has, and all the wrestling I was doing last night. Anyway, I hope the ache goes away soon.