Another morning passes, and I find myself unhappy again. It's almost an unbreakable cycle- sadness hits, for no particular reason, lasts about a week, a few days of happiness and joy get slipped in, and then I get pulled down again. It's bad, because on days like this I'm hungry- but I can't convince myself to eat much of anything. I want to smile and be happy, but it takes all my effort to keep from frowning. I feel as though there's something wrong with me- why would anyone be unhappy over nothing so much of the time?

Susie sent me a letter that I recieved this morning... I was so thankful for it. I love my Susie, and mail from her makes me the world go round on some days. She drew me an oil pastel picture of a bunny. Also, walking back from lunch, Kristin and I saw five baby rabbits... they are so adorable. I wish I had a rabbit- all I have is the memory of the poor wild rabbit that died under my care a few years back. Maybe in a few years, when I get my own appartment, I'll be able to affoard a bunny.

I have class all afternoon, and then a meeting. I don't want to go to either- the meeting I don't feel any excitement for.. and class will drag on for hours. Somehow, though, I will get through it. I'll last through the day, and enjoy the few moments of "rest" that I'll get from the weekend.