Hmmm. So, Coe mail isn't working for me today.. I hope it's something that isn't permanant, because I really need to e-mail back a few people who sent mail to that adress.

Aside from that, the days are flying by. I really like where I am, and when I get a job, things will be even better.

I wrote a few entrys before that didn't get saved on blogger, because it was either down, or I was on a computer without internet access. Hopefully they'll get posted in the next week or so.

I talked with Ben the night before last, and I feel so much better about the world now. Lack of communication is all it takes to throw things off balance- and man, oh man, did we have a lack thereof. It's funny, especially, because after talking with him, I feel like so much of what he was having trouble with (That made him dissapear like he did) were the same things that drove me away from Jeremy. I mean, it really makes sense. And now that I know I wasn' t alone on those feelings, I really am a lot happier with not being in a relationship. The next time around, I'm going to do it right.

Speaking of, I've been getting to know Kevin a bit more over the past few days. I really like him as a person- he has a lot of unique ideas and thoughts that challenge my beliefs, and really make me think through my thoughts more. Plus, he challenges me to be a better person, in ways I hadn't realized I wasn't doing. Like- he's been teaching me how to walk through people, instead of being the small passive girl I'm used to being.

Anyway, after talking with him more, I don't think I'm falling for him in quite the same way anymore. He really is in a different world... and although I want to be there, I know that it's better just to wait now and see what happens. For now, I'm just going to enjoy the snuggling while it lasts.

*sigh* This is probably going to be the last post for about a week and a half, since I'm not going to have internet acccess at Kat's new apartment until then. So, for anyone who wants to get a hold of me before then, I would recommend getting Kat's number, calling, and leaving a message. There's also not phone service where I'll be at, quite yet.

I'm out. Happy Tuesday, everyone. :)