So, the past few days I've been sick. I think partly I've been so stressed out emotionally that I havn't been able to put much energy towards myself, and partly I've had a cold. Anyway, today I slept for maybe 18 hours.

you know... this "growing up" thing isn't all it's cracked up to be. I get through every day, and I think maybe i've learned all there is to learn. But i'm always wrong... there's always something more to throw everything I believe in off balance.

my mood today was not good. and, although i tried not to let it get to me, it did.. i almost ended up in tears several times, and i know i let a few slide this afternoon. I'm glad Kat's Mike is around. he's a sweet guy, and he keeps me sane.

I don't know why, but little things never matter until there's so many little things that have gone wrong that it turns into a big thing. I'm not very good at dealing with the little ones.

anyway, my goal this week is to get brave enough to maybe invite Kevin to hang out with me sometime. Or, if not Kevin, than someone. if not that, then to get a job. either would be a major accomplishment at this point in time. :)

i don't know what's up with my letters today. Some get Caps, and some don't. Hrm. weird.