As I left today to spend my 4th with Laurie's friends, I was praying that I would make it through the night smiling. Now, as Laur and I are getting ready to fall asleep, I can't stop smiling.

I walked around with Jim, Adam, Sherri, and Laurie today... Laur was the only person I really knew, and I was practically outgoing. I don't think I've ever been that brave in my entire life, but that might be the most fun I've had ever. I mean, the day with Jeremy- the six months I considered the happiest days of my life... my time in Seattle is really starting to compare to that.

Laur and I ended up spending a great deal of the night hanging out with just Jim and Adam, and I'm really getting to know both of them better. They are absolutely awesome people- and I can be myself around them. I don't feel like I have to hide any parts of me- I don't have to conceal my dorky giggles, and I don't have to pretend I'm happy. I'm not quite sure how they pull off being so fun.

I'm really happy. And it might last... I'm looking forward to waking up tomorrow.