i failed mike last night.... i promised him something that i didn't live upto. instead, i sat awake in front of my computer for hours, afraid to do anything. maybe i could've been helpful, i don't know. i could've done something anyway. *sigh*

anyway, already i have a early morning headache- the alarm went off for a good two and a half hours this morning. (i'm not complaining, i really don't mind. and... that's not sarcastic. mornings are good for me.) but i'm determined to make this a better day.