I had forgotten, but a big part of the reason I hate being home so much sometimes is because I feel so insignificant here. I'll be telling my parents about something, and talk for a few minutes... and when I'm done they won't have heard anything I said. I hate being ignored. :( I'm better of just not being around to start with. Then the few times I am home I am significant, and I do really matter.

I don't know how I'm going to survive the next month.