I want the numbness to sink in more than it has. I can't take any more tylenol though, and the headache isn't leaving.

I'm still crying a lot. Kat called from work today to see how I was doing, and tell me that she loved me, and when I hung up I was in tears again. I'm so glad she's here, so glad she cares- and so thankful that she's being so attentive to me right now.

I want to say that I don't need everyone to look out for me, and make sure I'm okay. But I'd be lying. Because I'm not okay, and right now it's nice to feel loved.

I'm lucky to have a Kat around.