I'm no longer tired, and can't pretend to be sleeping. Although, sleeping is what I really want to be doing right now. :-/

I hate the suspicions I work up in my head. Especially when I know they're not true, and that I'm just twisting things around. Like, it feel like Kristin and Joy are going to become best friends, and then they won't need me to be a part of their lives anymore- and it feels like Laurie is so much better at communicating with people that she's closer with Kat than I am. Both of these might have truth to them, but I'm positive neither of them actually are true. I wish I could convince myself.

Now I have to go find something to do for a change. What does one do when they wake up before noon?