I want to find something I've wanted all along, somewhere I belong. I will never know myself until I do this on my own. And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed. I will never be anything 'till I break away from me. I will break away, I'll find myself today.

I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real. I want to let go of the pain I felt so long. Erase all the pain till it's gone. -Linkin Park

I was listening to this song in the shower earlier today, and it struck me as describing a big part of my life. There's so much I'm putting behind me in the next month, no matter where I end up. I'm looking for a place that feels like home, and it's not something anyone can help me with.

Yeah.

Hmm.