It's 5:30 in the morning. :( Why am I still awake? Still thinking?

Gah, I'm crazy. I feel like someone who I thought was going to be a really good friend just proved that they're going to be the same kind of friend as everyone else. And I'm dissapointed in this, because I had hopes that were beyond human capability.

It will get better. There will be someone as wonderful as Jer again someday. And even if there's not.... I'm going to be alright. Right?