Lyrics from the past few days that hit close to where my thoughts were:

"Oh when I look back now
That summer seemed to last forever
And if I had the choice
Yeah - I'd always wanna be there
Those were the best days of my life

Ain't no use in complainin'
When you got a job to do
Spent my evenin's down at the drive-in
And that's when I met you - yeah

Standin' on your mama's porch
You told me that you'd wait forever
Oh and when you held my hand
I knew that it was now or never
Those were the best days of my life"
-Bryan Adams

"To watch the leaves grow on the trees with you is out of question.
I walk into this summer all alone the usual session.
You feel your instinct then you act but was it your intention,
to leave me down and broken now you've ended our ascension.
I still can feel the beach sand in my shoes.
Remember when, we talked along the ocean's song 'til blue from black fade in?
But that was then I learned to live without you, far within'.
I ask you why you're back to try to let me loose again?
You brought me here, you wet my taste. You disapeer without a trace.
It wasn't me who made the call.
'Cause now I wanna be where you sleep, where you laugh, where you breathe.
And I hate to say, still I sway. Brown your eyes, Gone away.
Should I feel some closure? I deserve if that at least.
And would you be so kind to show reasons for your release?
You woke me up from a distant past I left behind complete.
The message that you sent that night now falls to bittersweet."
-Nine Days

Always on my mind, this week Jeremy. I'm stuck in the past, stuck in a rut with you but so much without you.

*sigh*