We were talking at lunch today, and Kat was commenting on how green my eyes are. Suddenly, a flood of memories hit- I remember asking Jeremy if I could be his green eyed girl, since so many people loved and sang about blue eyed girls. And then, I'd ask him if we could run away to california together.... That everclear cd, learning how to smile... so many of my memories and feelings centered on songs they wrote.

I can't remember what color Jeremy's eyes were. I tried for a long time after we stopped talking about what color my eyes were... but I don't know. It makes me really sad. :(

The little I could remember of him is fading.