UPS was supposed to try to deliver a package again today, they had left a note on Saturday saying so. When I got home this afternoon, Lindsay handed me their little note thing that had been stuck on the door downstairs. Apparently the person today was much more incompitent than the Saturday guy, because they didn't even make it in the building- just tried to use the little calling box that doesn't work for anyone. They decided my name wasn't on that register, and aren't going to send my package now. :( Sad. I'm not quite sure how to fix that.

Also, we got done with my afternoon class about 2 hours early today. After sitting in the computer lab for about an hour, I got tired of waiting for my Orientation class, so I decided to skip it. I headed up the hill, and ran into Kevin playing sax on the street. We decided to go eat together, and then practice a bit of dancing. It was fun I guess- one of the first times I really havn't felt so self concious around him. But he has his own way of making me feel unimportant, which made me a bit depressed. It was exciting to hang out with him though for a little bit.

On the way home from practicing, I called Alex just to say hi- he's apparently had a really not so great day though, so he wasn't up for chatting much. Sad.

Now I'm at Kat's place- I just listened to "Sand and Water" for the first time, it's by Beth Nielsen Chapman. Almost made me start crying... on my playlist, it's grouped with a few other songs that Kat was going to put on a CD for me. The significance: they're all songs pertaining to Jeremy in some way or another. Sand and Water was written by someone trying to cope with the death of their significant other.

I wish I could have a good cry right now, and release a lot of tension. Although, I guess I'm actually doing pretty good.