This is a time for change.

Hopefully within the next month we will relocate to Wisconsin, find a new job for either Alex or I, and get a new routine in our lives.

It is exciting, but scary also. It is letting go of all the worries I could be having and putting it in God's hands. It is trusting that this is the best choice for us, at this time.

I haven't heard a whole lot back from my family about this recent news, and part of me is left wondering what they must all be thinking. Do they disapprove of the choices we are making?
Have they just not read their e-mail? Maybe they don't feel like it is their place to give an opinion or word of comfort for the issues at hand?

Part of me doesn't really want to know what they think, since my heart tells me this is the right move for us regardless.

The mother in me worries how tight money will be, and wants only to be able to provide for my baby boy forever.

If I'd been going through a more creative streak lately, I would be busy right now forming all my feelings into something wonderful, so my husband could know and understand just how much I love him and support him right now.

But I'm not, and even this blog entry doesn't show even an ounce of the emotion surging through my veins right now.

So, I think instead I will give my blog a change of face.