The up side of the holidays: Lots of family. And friends. Everywhere. All the time. No where to hide, but lots to do.

The down side of the holidays: Forget what it's like to be with a baby. Alone. All by yourself. Except for the baby. And still have to get things done when you have no more holidays. By yourself. With a baby.


I don't remember how I did it before. But right now, I'm about to go crazy.

All the screaming. All the temper tantrums. All the loneliness.

Was it this bad before?

So much to get done. I can handle this.

I think I can, I think I can, I think I can.....