Do you ever wonder? What if I kept on driving? What if I didn't go home? What if I decided to pull into oncoming traffic? What if I just gave up? What if I let myself go? What if I just stop trying? What if I jump of that cliff?

I do wonder. A lot. And this week has been no exception.

Not that I would ever do any of those things... but there is always going to be a part of me that wants to. It is just not the stronger part, because I value life far too much to act on it.

Still, I wonder.