This morning, yet again, I found myself not wanting to wake up. I think I've picked up really bad sleeping habits over the past week, and they're going to be hard to break. Anyway, I've made a decision. For the rest of my time at Coe (maybe a month, maybe 3 years) I'm going to just concentrate on making it through each day. Survival until I'm out.

I have a good friend on campus, someone I can maybe start talking to (who isn't the guy who likes someone else) which means life might just be bareable.