I feel a bit crazy right now. I think the whole deciding where I'm supposed to be part of this decision isn't so fun... and now I'm turning it into something it shouldn't be about.

Walking home from dinner, my thoughts turned to Ben. That is crazy...

I want to ask him so many things... I want to know him, and be friends with him. And I feel as though we'd get along better far away from eachother because the last few months of school we both were so aukward around eachohter.

*sigh*

I'm going to be leaving a lot of people behind, and I'm going to say goodbye to a lot of friends. I hope he's one that stays in touch.