If I could do anything right now, I'd talk to Tim. I'd ask him if he was happy, and how his last date went (if I was feeling really brave), and I'd ask him what he was listening to. You see, Tim has this old school charm to him that I'm aboslutely in love with, it's irresistable. I just want a little piece of it... to see the world through a different set of eyes.

That's the most recent thought my mind has wandered to tonight. Also though, I've been thinking more of Alex. I wonder what thoughts went through his head after we talked, and if he thought about me on his drive home. What is it about him that excites me? What scares me about him?

Finally, I've been kind of bitchy tonight to my roommate. :( I'm kind of annoyed, and in spite I've been doing little things that are in my own sense standing up for myself. I don't understand how her mind works- what kinds of things piss her off, and what she expects out of the people she lives with. But I have little boundaries that I'm very protective of.

For the most part, I'll bend over backwards for someone I'm living with, if I feel like I'm getting anything back. But there's a difference between being considerate and being walked on. I should probably figure out exactly what my problem is and talk to her about it. *sigh*

This is when that old school charm would really come in handy.