Wow. I hadn't realized how long that last post really ended up being... I guess though, all things considered, it is made up of about five billion e-mails.

Today was a nice day. I cut myself shaving all over- I need to get a new razor. And I have a bruise/lump on my arm from a cathider. All my little limbs have been frozen all day long (toes and fingers), and I woke up at 5:30 this morning. But, I'm happy. And I feel good.

When I was walking through the halls after my appointment today, I had out my keychain with Kat's keys, and the keychain adornment of the "vikings" that Jeremy gave me so many years ago. It occured to me that if it had been anyone else I'd dated- perhaps Randy is the only other person I would cling to little things like that for- but even if it had been him, I don't think the need would be so strong.

The keychain is thick, strong, bold. It's one of the little pieces of my heart and his that I carry with me wherever I go.

Maybe that's why I'm so happy today. Even when I'm lonely, I'm not alone- becasue when I gave him a piece of my heart, he gave me a chunk of his.